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It’s Always Up There”

by BR Chitwood

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How often do you look up there?  That big old sky that presents all itspatterns? The clear lucent blue with old Sol hanging around? A few wisps of clouds that enhance the palette of your mind? A thick set of dark impending cumuli that carries lots of moisture, with perhaps a patch of blue just off to the west? A clear dreamer’s night of a million plus stars? How often do you look up there?

Quite often for me… You see, I’m one of those restless and rudderless romantics that cannot somehow find that magical glue that pastes me to one place. So I look up there quite often and ponder not only God’s great handiwork but the course of history and mortal confusion and doubt. Mostly, it’s my own mortal confusion and doubt, but, certainly, I would be totally blind not to see it all around me. The people of the world, peasant-types, power brokers, movers and shakers, all of us send out our queries to the universe in moments of that mortal confusion and doubt. Individual, global, it matters not, we fight our wars within these fragile bodies created during that nine-month miracle in time when we become who and what it is we are meant to be. Some of us with doubt and confusion speak in different tongues, make a wrong translation, push a wrong button, and cause a war. Some of us have been passed the torch of hate from generation to generation, will seemingly ever know only one way to relieve their confusion and doubt. Some of us, even amid our doubt and confusion, will create a masterpiece map for living in freedom with liberty and justice for all. And, some of us add to our confusion and doubt, forget the lessons of history which in the relative span of mortal time were only yesterday.

Somehow, I’ve managed to somehow understand that we all cannot come together in peace and understanding in my mortal lifetime. The efforts of good intentioned people have really become just silly simple games played among those who pursue their selfish political agendas. An accord is reached only to be broken. An ally becomes an enemy. An enemy becomes an ally… All silly power games that silly power men and women play.

When I look up there, in that sky that gives us sometime hope, sometime fear, I only ponder my simple existence and must come to some conclusion as to why I am here on this rotating sphere. The only reckoning that I can make is that no simple big bang caused all of this mortal confusion and doubt. When I look up into that sky of many faces there is but one conclusion, one truth that for me makes all the sense in this world. It is the truth that has been passed down to us from the beginning of our time, on cave walls, on papyrus, in the bible, the truth that has been maligned, reorganized, and otherwise discounted for centuries, the truth that has become debatable sport among some elites and scholars. It is the truth that a Supreme Being, God, controls all of our destinies. Otherwise, why do I and so many have our faith? Why would we contrive so much to make something so?

Our God gives us so many examples to how our mortal moments could and should be spent. He gives us so many paths our lives could take, to provide help for those who need, to forever act as peacemakers, to quell the urges of the dark essence that would possess us… Our God gives us free will to act out our choices. And, what makes God’s plan so wonderful is that we get to do it over and over again until we get it right. In His time, our mortal months and years are but fleeting seconds. There is death on the mortal plain, but you must believe, you must have faith, that you will never forego God’s ultimate plan. At some point along God’s timeline, no matter how many mortal lives it might take, you will reach that magical light of eternity.

It’s always up there. When I look up and penetrate the blue and dark of sky, that is what I see, out beyond the far dimensions of space… Family, Hope, Love, Peace, Eternity.

And, sometimes, I sing and write about it…

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12 comments on “It’s Always Up There”

  1. I for one am very glad it is up there. Good one, Billy Ray.

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    1. B R Chitwood says:

      Thank you, John.

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  2. swcbbb says:

    And yes, all of us his children, created in his image. Yet with most of us at least, many memories of the “doubt and confusion” and yet still the need the belief that I, we can do better. And, the prayers for all of us today and always, regardless of mine or anyone’s past. I can see that in the night sky, thank you Dad!!

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  3. eden baylee says:

    Hi Billy Ray, It’s good you have such strong faith. Hope you and Julie are both doing well,
    eden
    xox

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    1. B R Chitwood says:

      Perhaps not as strong as it should be…I say ugly words at times, and a lovely lady can stagger my thinking – bringing back delicious memories and thoughts…oops! I’m sharing too much. Have a great week, Eden. Julie and I are doing well…she is wonderful, loves genealogy – and me…

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  4. B R Chitwood says:

    I so love you, Scooter, through this lifetime and all eternity…

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  5. Thoughtful and inspirational. Hopeful too! I peer up at the sky every day and every night. I don’t think I’m looking for answers but I do like to get the reminder that I am just a speck and that life is an instant. Until the next one. 🙏💜

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    1. B R Chitwood says:

      Thank you, dear Warrior Princess…that’s a precious ‘bubble’ we are in.. Br hsppy snf healthy

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  6. Jennie says:

    Lovely, Billy Ray.

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    1. B R Chitwood says:

      Thanks, dear Jennie. Wishing you well…

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  7. Hope is always a glance away… A lovely post, Billy Ray!

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    1. B R Chitwood says:

      Thank you, Bette. My best wishes.

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